it's been a strange couple of weeks. been back and for the doctors cos they think i may be going deaf, which isnt the best of news really. the doctor also wants me to make another apointment with her because she thinks i may have depression which is total shit. tis just my mother exagerating AGAIN. i went to stay with my sister for a couple of days because if i'd of stayed in this house much longer i'd probably murder something. but i'm back now so yeah. that on top of what happened a couple of months ago (doesnt seem that long) and resent reawakening of old feelings doesnt make a happy meggy.
so yeah, just putting this on here to explain to people why i may have been acting like a complete bitch lately so sorry if i have been.